Monday, February 7, 2011

Love

So I am in love.

You may ask" what else is new?"

It would seem that I have "been in love'' a few times. Looking back with fondness, I can truly say that I was in love with them. The funny thing is that I am STILL in love with them... only it is different.I look back and am thankful that each one was in my life. I loved some of them for their kindness, and others for their sense of humor. I remember the student from mexico, the interior designer, the dancer and I have no doubt that these men loved me too.

Yet, the man that I wish to marry, the man that is my friend and lover is a cyclist and he is the kindest and sweetest man I have ever known. He told me he was there to empower me and he did and continues to do so. When we met there was an instant attraction from both parties, though he sometimes does not know how to deal with my Cheshire cat smile. However,  looming  amid our love affair is the thought that I will soon be moving for work.

He is so very special to me and I cannot stand the thought that we will be alone in our beds. When I think of not being able to kiss and hug him, I feel like crying. I know we will always be friends but as a human heart, i need his touch.

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